A20:40
My hands feel cold before I start.
开始前，我的手有点凉。
This is the same work from yesterday.
这是昨天做过的同样的工作。
Yesterday it did not go well.
昨天进行得不太顺利。
Now I sit with that memory.
现在，我带着那个记忆坐下。
The fear is small but real.
这种害怕虽然小，但真实存在。
It sits in my chest like a stone.
它像一块石头，压在胸口。
I do not need to remove it now.
我现在不必把它移走。
I can work with it beside me.
我可以让它陪着我，继续工作。
One small step is enough for today.
今天，迈出一小步就够了。
I open the file on my screen.
我打开屏幕上的文件。
My fingers move, and hope grows.
我的手指动了，希望就慢慢生长。
Trying again is its own reward.
再次尝试，本身就是一种奖赏。
The Small Fear Before Trying Again
by @tianyu89